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21 April 2010 @ 10:53 am
Oh oh  I'm so sorry I was offline, but I had no chance to come lonline the last day.

I'm so great. So damn super duber uber great. I'M FANTASTIC BEAUTIFUL.

I've broke mah leg and foot. Can't walk for 3 months.
I was in hospital, there was no internet. :(
I'll tell you everything later, and reply you, sorry for the delay.
Now I have to do stuff, I've to inject myself everyday, and that's damn hard. OTL



17 April 2010 @ 01:38 am
Cut it's a giantic color fail.
15 April 2010 @ 01:49 am

I wanted say that one time. Now I finally can. :>
15 April 2010 @ 01:46 am
Oh man, it's 01.34 AM, I still can't sleep although I skipped school today and slept until 16.00 PM.
Yesterday night I could not sleep until 3.30 AM. 

DOES NOT MATTER. I have so much to tell yet! 
Like "I'M BACK" "I HAVE TO..." and "I'M SORRY" -stuff.

Aww, there's so much I want talk about now. But I think I have to try to sleep.
For some reason I want talk sadistic stuff now. lol.
Erm, self-sadistic of course, it makes me happehhh.
Or write poems, oh yes I want write poems. 
But not..sleep. Or go to school. Nonononono.

I've decided to escape my shit depression today, the last days were horrible.
Just go on and be happy is not that easy as it seems.
Oh I'm talking bad again. I just want talk positive and HOORAY!
(Not easy since I never was a fan of HOORAY. xD)

Meep. Erm, I... I've lost 5 kg weight? THAT'S REALLY HOORAY! <3
And I'm looking froward to get some old GameCube stuff.

I'm so tired but I can't sleep. Ahahahaha obvious, I'm sitting in front of mah computer ahahaha.
I'M SO GLAD I'M BACK IN THIS LJ POSTING WiNDOW. It's so comfortable, hmmmmm. <3
I want travel the worlddd! With Fuyukiiihhhhhhhhhhhh ILU FUYU-CHAN thanks for helping me sleep
05 April 2010 @ 03:20 pm
 ...really, I'm sorry being so long offline, so no need to forgive me.
I was depressive for a longt ime, and now slowly starting get online again, still slow, but I.. hope...i can writeeeee.
I'm not sad anymore, i mean, I'm okaaay, because I don't want talk negative stuff. 
Trying to  make myself happy, is there anything could cheer me up. Atm my life is super boring.
Not a friend, no family, school sucks, no future-plans, no activities, lonely. I'm trying to change that.


I think I'll change the journal layout, it looks so cold. D:
And I'm still sorry, I can't make it okay any wayyyy I talk negative BWAH what should I do? orz

Btw, I thank my online friends for being there for me, snif. It's really a precious thing to me. <:)
21 February 2010 @ 01:14 am
 It's moi. I wanted to write something interesting here but I forgot. Ahhrg. I forget everything, athough I can memorize up to 40 things a day, because I am obsessed with writing everything down I think. Pictures of my room under the cut.
Erm, yes. More under the cut. A bored ten-minute-doodle-fail and Liricamente blahblah.

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13 February 2010 @ 12:57 am
Je veux écrire JE SUIS UNE LOSER mais on est parle frainncais, alors, je suis... LE loser.
(That sentence just bewised that I am a boring silly lame loser.)

Hell, I love/hate Germany because of it's bread. I mean nobody of us would surrive without bread anymooooore we're eathing this fucking bread all the day and the worst, our breads are damn GOOD and delicious and and and I love backerys and I always go and buy bread and cake and and and help why do I always have to go into a backeryyyyyy. I love them, phew.

I am one of these who courses Valentine's day because they're loser and have no boyfriend lol. And I've always loved sad romances where everyone dies in the end fuck yeah! I HATEEEE HAPPY ENDS!!! Really. Most of the times. Yay~

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10 February 2010 @ 12:58 am
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09 February 2010 @ 11:51 pm

..and I had some free minutes so I drew another Shijima. SHE. IS. SO. FUN. TO. DRAW.
And I'm having a Yoite and Miharu artblock roflmao.

Oh god I put my iPod on random and I had to laugh so bad when the song "girlfriend" came. xDD